The past 2 weeks have been quite challenging

In the past 2 weeks, my life has been transformed from comfort zone into challenging zone; between wedding preparation (well surely, she does it most of the part, but I helped in an extent), work, and MBA assignment both in Operational Management Learning Diary and last assignment, and the next 2 upcoming ones that is Modelling and Analysis for Management (both learning diary and last assignment), life is a WOW thingy... Can't hardly breath... But then, hopefully and wishfully all will be worth when the time is right.

Just arrived today from Northern Iraq (and transit in Dubai), now I am in Basra, but then tomorrow I will be departing to Dubai again... Hope my physical endurance can withstand all the travels back and forth.

I love you parah crazy, sayang...

The love verses

It has always been my favorite song, but i feel this time is the right time of what my circumstances; never feel better...

Desir pasir di padang tandus
Segersang pemikiran hati
Terkisah ku di antara cinta yang rumit

Bila keyakinanku datang
Kasih bukan sekadar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Ku pertaruhkan

Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Cintaku padamu

Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud

Song by Rossa
Love verses novel by Habiburrahman

 

Someday I will...

I might not be able to give you sun
but someday I will give you something else to brighten your days
give the warmth that you want

I might not be able to give you the moon
but someday I will give you something else to pain the sky in your nights
give the comfort that you need

I might not be able to give you everything
but someday I will give you something else
just for you to feel that I am all that you need
I am all that you want...
that nothing else matters...

 

Yang saya rasakan...

Berdebar...
Senang
tak sabar

juga cinta
sayang
rindu

Namun aku jua tak kuasa mempercepat semua waktu ini
untuk bersama denganmu
biarlah kurasakan ini semua
dengan perasaan yang tak menentu
semuanya jadi satu...

 

From the oldies - Seperti Bintang....

For the special one

Andai saja engkau tahu
Resahku karenamu
Andai aku di benakmu
Alangkah indah dunia

Bila ada satu nama kurindu
Selalu sebutkan dirimu, Alvi Syahrin...

 

I bleed to know that I am alive...

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight
... Song by Goo Goo Dolls

Honey moon part 2 will be watching Champions League final in Wembley

On May, i will have my course in Coventry, and it will finish on 24th of May; so I told her that We might plan to watch the champions league final in Wembley, London... Will be an exhilarating and different experience for both of us. I just wish that Barcelona, my favorite team, will be in final... :)

 

Will love you even more...

If only there would anyone care about you, even the chance is slim...
I would move town and change my name, and walk away in shame...
If only you have doubt, please see the golden ring on your hand
in its simplicity hid my deepest love of all

When we are together, some angels will spread their wings and some will bow, and some will be just too happy for us... and still we are still the same us...

I will love you like the way you will want to be love and more
We will have the family of our own
I will love you more than life
even more when you will take the vow as my wife

I will always care for you this way
and putting our name together on the heaven's gate
and hoping to put all the hell fire's away from our life

(some lines were inspired by When we dance - sting)

Flying to Jordan and then Erbil

Today, I will travel to Jordan where I have things to do there, and to Erbil. Might stay in Erbil for about 10-14 days...

I miss her, my family, my nieces and all... Time is ticking in slow motion :(

 

Our honeymoon place...

Yeah, this will be our honeymoon place... Soft-booking it already.

Happiness to the right people

I put this on my wedding invitation...
I am hoping
I am wishing
that all will be good for Alvi and I for our future...
 

... to be with you (chapter 1)

Satu yang kumau dan perlu tahu
bahwa ini semua, hanya kupersembahkan untukmu
tak ada yang lain,
dan kamu tak ada bandingannya
takkan kusamakan dengan yang lainnya
karena yang lain sudah lama sirna saat aku jatuh cinta pada dirimu

The wedding singer...

Was dreaming to have either... Glen or Raissa or Yovie/Nuno or Sandhy Sondoro or Afgan as my wedding singer...

but the dream isn't over yet!

Aku yang memang kadang lemah

Aku yang tidak memiliki apa-apa
yang memang bodoh
yang memang banyak meminta
dan banyak memiliki kelemahan

Tapi aku punya mimpi
punya kemauan
untuk terus berusaha
agar kita selalu bisa bahagia...

Aku memang kadang tak punya apa-apa
tapi bukan berarti aku tak bisa berbuat apa-apa...

Asa...

Ada asa yang tak dapat diburu
Ada asa yang tak usah dikejar
Ada asa yang tak usah ditekan
Ada asa yang tak perlu ditunggu

Tapi rasa ini hanya satu
Rasa yang kadang kubawa berlari
Agar tak kuingat lagi
Agar tak perlu jadi pusing kepala ini
Agar bisa tidurku kembali nyenyak tanpa kepala harus nyeri

Artinya menunggu...

Menunggu itu tidak semudah itu
Ada perasaan yang terbalut ketakkuasaan menaklukan keadaan
Yang hanya bisa didiamkan sambil berharap
Agar waktu berjalan dengan cepat
sambil berharap bahwa yang disana tetap merasakan hal yang sama

Yang tetap ada di hatiku

Cinta ini sudah lama kutunggu
di sepanjang jalan hidupku, di lebih dari tiga puluh tahun penantian

Semoga diberkahi
diberi kemudahan
diberi petunjuk

Bismillah...

The moon that is honey-coated..

I am still thinking very deep and hard of where she and I will go for honey moon. Hopefully, I can get the answer anytime soon :)

Going to Northern part

I might take a short business trip to Northern Iraq, and for this I will go to Jordan as well. I always enjoy Jordan since I can visit some close friends of mine...